u r everything

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1.
too far away 03:05
I don’t mind bein alone I just stare at the faces on the screen wondering what it’s like to be with them living the way they are living but I don’t mind bein alone I don’t care if my own mother accuses me of being too far away cuz I know just where I am yeah I know I don’t mind bein alone
2.
I freak out all day and meditate wishing I could go home where I sit n cry, “please let me die tonight alone in my room” cryin, “hold me down I’m freaking out I can’t, not now please, let me out” so i step outside into the light breath and laugh and say “fuck, can’t believe it still bothers me you ain’t a part of my life”
3.
keep it hid 02:43
I been on many things at once ain’t nothin I’m proud of just somethin I did ain’t tryin to keep it hid things been bad before just got a whole lot worse I’m just tryin to deal with the way I feel I’m just tryin to deal with how I feel I’m cryin in my front yard watchin the world burn as I finally let go I can see through the smoke I can see through the smoke as I let go as I finally let go as I let go
4.
years later 03:09
well, you wrote me “never let go of the feeling you got when you were beneath me lyin on the floor laughin, ‘I can’t take no more’” but I fucked it all up well, you told me “just let it go” but you know me I got more wound up so you told me “please calm down” but you know me I’m freakin out I fucked it all up well, you fucked me when I was young n years later I come undone when you left me lyin on the floor sobbing, “I can’t take no more” I fucked it all up
5.
there ain’t a day in my life it ain’t crossed my mind it was you who brought the light so I don’t care you ain’t here it’s alright though I find myself cryin from time to time I ain’t tryin to forget cuz I don’t wanna yet I don’t wanna forget forget it I’m so glad you were in my life I’ve said it ten thousand times it’s where I found the light can’t believe it’s here after all these years guess you were right when you wrote “it’s all in your head you gotta let go of all of it it ain’t real”
6.
wake up in the mornin lonely been up all night grindin my teeth how did I get here? and which door do I take to leave? I wanna go somewhere I ain’t never been and when I get there I ain’t coming back again I know I fucked up too many times and I know I gotta leave it all behind but I can’t I try but I can’t don’t know why but I can’t I try but I can’t why do you think we’re here? is it just for kicks or is there something for us to find as we stand around saying “nevermind”
7.
early morning summer sent me searchin down on the corner in austin, tx then down to the river where once I was high but this morning ain’t got no light I’m so tired of life I’m threatenin myself with a knife pointed at my skull thinkin that i could pry you loose maybe I could pry you loose pry you loose somewhere over the bridge think I got it been alone since I started walking was never no one by my side n everything I did I did to stay alive now I’m so tired of life I’m threatenin myself with a knife pointed at my skull thinkin that i could pry you loose maybe I could pry you loose pry you loose
8.
to the floor 01:51
cryin on the floor “can’t take no more cryin on the floor” I wanna go home for awhile I wanna go home and cry “is there where I was headed all these years? to the floor in tears.” cryin, “please let me go can’t take no more cryin on the floor” I don’t wanna die everyday but there’s times it’d be ok to disappear for awhile so I ain’t here cryin
9.
like sinkin 02:24
I been told since I was a child “let it go” you know if took awhile to take hold of all the things inside I know are fucking up my life but I feel good tonight carefree and high but I know I ain’t let go I got old but I kept thinkin, “you know livin’s like sinkin in a hole I dug for myself with fear, pain and doubt” but I feel good tonight carefree and high but I know I ain’t let go
10.
nothing in your life ever happened without you no livin, no dyin without you no smiles, no cryin without you no trees, no breeze, no nothin without you you got this way of being that touches everything without you there’s nothing u r everything

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debut album. available on LP from Salinas Records.

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released January 10, 2020

lew houston: guitar/vocals
rob barbato: bass
art limon: drums

recorded and mixed spring/summer 2019 by rob barbato at comp-ny ATX

mastered by justin perkins at mystery room mastering

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bauwaves Austin, Texas

"bauwaves sound like they've appeared right out of the pages of Our Band Could Be Your Life or an SST Records catalog circa 1987." - Faster and Louder

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